.Name. she must not be named
.A.k.A. rora
.First Breath of Air. june 27th
.Years. 13 and counting
.Star Sign. cancer
.Cries With. dark brown
.Brushes Through. black aburn
.Stands At. 5"6' maybe 5"5'
.Best Friends. chrystle, michelle, allison, jamie, lindsay, patrick, william, tyson, my graham-cracker, tala, jason, tony.
.Stuck In. a state of confusion (better known as iowa)
.Attends. school, home, life
.Can't Wait For. it all to be over
.Who She Loves. no one
.What She Holds Onto Forever. my dreams, my music, my soul, my heart
.What She Can't Live Without. music, poems, paper and pencil.

i thought i should explaint he name for my page (waking up stoned). well.. besides the fact that i look like a stoner (you know, the whole wears black, talks wierd, makes stupid jokes, un even hair cut, stands out from the rest of the world. or at least the skool world), ive been called a stoner by my friends alot. they will be all like, "dude are you stoned?" n ill be all like "what" and their be all like "nevermind" ill be like "what ever". lol. noooo not really like that but close.

anyways, my ex did drugs and then he went into a coma.. hey i dont mean actual drugs people.. but i like the title. refuse to change it, its already saved. too bad. kiss my ass if you dont like it.

OH YEAH! dont do drugs. drugs are bad. dont eat pork. pork is bad. or is that just the pigs trying to confuse us again?

bout me.. like there is much to say but w.e. meh name is rora(its a nickname dumbass). 13 live in C-Town. most boring place in the world. have no life. nooo thats not exactly true. i have a life. if i didnt id be six feet under right? idk. like people say, im just stoned.

umm... ehhh.. I LOVE PUNK MUSIC! and heavy metal, and alternative, and death metal, and just metal, and some rapp, and rock, and hard rock, and punk rock. i hate most country, and most polka/folk. all them polka singers can shove their accordians up their hairy asses ^_^

	what? oh yeah totally what? oh yeah, totally. well first of all, im a dork. and AM NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT! SO HA! dorks are cool. lot cooler then all them preppy rich bitch skanks. most of my friends are dorks too soo w/e. if anything we are like the others of the cool. or like the four amigos cuz there is chrystle, michelle, n then allison. oh n me. cant forget me. ummm... like im suppose to talk about myself again.. i can never do this.. lol.. tooooo scared of what people will think. oh well though, cuz like w/e they think is gonna be wrong about me unless they know me.. soooo... does that make sense? idk. k well about my family. my "father" if that is what you call him. well his name is tim. he lives with his parents and does drugs. hes a cheater and has been devorced about four times.. in the last 15 years. when he found out my mom was pregnant he ran out. said "later bitch" and ran away. mom calls all his new girlfriends "flavors of the month" because thats as long as they last. but lately hes found this other chick who is like young. hes like 42 and she is like 30 or something. thats 12 fucking years! and completely self centered. she was talking about how shes not on meds and mom was all like, "well you sure as hell need some." she tries to be all nice to me but i know she thinks im just some stupid mistake. which is kind of true. im a bastard child and at the time my mom wasnt even sure if she wanted me. and anyways, they were just "fucking" around. she didnt want to get pregnant or anything. oh well though. thats tim for ya. complete bastard. now then, about my brother.. well kind of a brother. we've known each other for two years over the net and we are like close. like closer than my friends here and i are. scarry huh? his name is Patrick and lives in illinois(i got bad spelling so shut up. i already no) and stuff. oh, did i mention his 15? well hes 15 and has been through alot of shit. through it all he still goes on. guess that really makes him a great brother figure. anyways, hes always been there for me. i mean i can tell him all the things im afraid to tell my friends because i dont want them suddenly deciding im not worth their while and then just tell me to fuck off. its happened before, so whats gonna stop it from happening again?